entropy

to any parties concerned, it's time to live and to learn
until we're able to grow, forever bridges will burn
my thoughts free as a bird that's just about to emerge
and every action that's heard, it speaks louder than words yo

- Clock With No Hands - The Roots

Even the best laid plans fall apart.

What do you do when you weigh the short term consequences of an action against the long term consequnces and the scale breaks?

A little knowledge is a dangerous thing. And scary. I'm trying to resist the urge to self diagnose, but I don't think your heart is supposed to feel like it's in your stomach.