Grinding away... I get so determined sometimes. So no matter how many times I curse and lose and fail, I get up and try again. This definitely isn't the easy way to learn. Do it right the first time. Yea right. That's not an option all the time. I thought I used to be a fast learner, but I think I was wrong. It's like carving a marble out of a boulder, never quite getting it right until the end. And right now, there's no end in sight.