Once again. Have I been wasting my time? Damn. This is frustrating. Are you not hearing me? If not, tell me. I don't have the energy... but it's hard either way. I feel like I'm back on the outside. Or could it be that I'm on the inside looking out... seeing my reflection in the window... I just can't see myself in this right now.

Things aren't working out right now. But it means enough to me to fight it anyway. Lord help me. Please.