leave the light on...

So this is where the confusion begins. Once again, things seem to be coming to a head, and all the anxieties that go along with life are coming out of the water to drown me. I haven't even learned how to swim yet, and it'll soon be my time to get out of the water. I'm not sure if I've tried to do too much at once, or if I haven't quite done enough. The best I can do now is talk about it, trying to leave some room in my head for other things. These days, there's no shortage of things to think about. There's a part of me that's worried that I'm not worried enough about certain things... and another part of me that's taking everything in stride. The rest of me is somewhere in-between.

The clock ticks away.