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This jumble of my life... I can't make anything out of it at the moment. I've been unplugged for a while. There's too much to sort through, only so much I can process. And still, I'm trying to fit more in, just as I try to narrow things down. Put other people in the mix, and this is where the confusion begins. Outside of a small circle, it's all touch-and-go... but I can't read things any better. Mortality has a way of making you ay attention though. I can't ignore what I see anymore. I've gone through the motions enough to be sure that's this is anything but routine, anything but ordinary. This is life.

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