till the lights go out

I'm trying to pick up where I left off... but right now that's so far I can't see it. So I wonder... would it be easier to start from where I am now, or better in the long run to try and retrace my path?

Basketball was a spiritual experience today. Nobody but God watching. Three straight days now and I'm almost back in shape. I think. Strangely, it's more mentally challenging than physically challenging right now. I don't know where my head is at the moment. Please leave a message at the beep.

beep.