where do you find me?
where would you look?

can i open up this door
would you walk through it if i did?
because the brightest lights go out every now and then
and things look different all the time
but really that's what it is
life that is
highlights and shadows

i still miss you
it's hard to feel any sort of normal
when nothing is the same

i haven't felt this alive in a long time
as if my sense of reality
has been jolted into overdrive
why is it i still act so slow?

open invitation