convoluted

New developments... more uncertainty... and new doubts. Your timing is... ridiculous. But then again, the timing of everything this week has been off. The only simple solution in this mess is to do my own thing. Unfortunately, that's not what I usually end up doing. I've got a rep for doing things the hard way. So if this plays into things the way you like, so be it. I hope I'm not going to regret wanting to see this through.

hi meechy. this is late. i know. outshout.

Somewhere in the risk-reward equation, there's consequence, that aspect of reality that never makes any of this math easy. I need some of this to balance out.