Consistently inconsistent.

I'm struggling with knowing what I'm good at, and what I need work on. Lately, I think I need to work on everything. Being so average can be frustrating, but when things fall past mediocre, it's downright depressing. I'm going to start bringing my A-game. Period. Failing sucks, but half-assing is worse. In a word, I've got to give up giving up.