You can't live without some kind of balance in life, but I've started to think that I'm constantly fighting something. Of all the ways I could have chosen, I chose this way. Not that I regret doing so, because more often than not I'm up for the challenge. There's just less time to rest...

...but now I think I rested my way to equilibrium. When your body reaches equilibrium, you're dead.

I've got to do something.