I lay restless last night
black sky
the world was silent
but I was restless
anxious

I'm
in
too
deep

things are coming to a head
yet I can't even move
I'm frozen
I know where I want to be
and it's almost as if my future
my purpose
is within reach

I'm being pulled apart
I know all my roads
are pointing in one direction
but I can't walk two roads at once

I wonder if I can keep this together