Looking into depths of something bigger than all of us, I was brought back to something I've held onto for so long, but only saw right in front of my eyes. And so I was blessed with an awesome experience. All this reminds me of what I see in this family I've found here, that family is not just about the good times, but also about the struggles and trials, for in the darkness comes change and resolution, while the memory of the happier times brings hope for the future. I haven't always been able to trust in the future, but today I was reassured without even saying or hearing a word. For a person used to seeing things from the outside and not being seen, I had a moment of understanding of what means the world to me.