I'm exhausted. Physically, for sure, but a little mentally and spiritually as well. The past few days and weeks have shown me more than I can process, and though I have so much free time in a day, I never seem to spend any time to let it all sink in anymore. At the end of the day, I still feel like I'm walking in place. I think a seed of motivation is starting to grow inside me. I haven't slept in for more than a week, but it's wearing on me. I don't know if this morning thing works for a guy like me. Then again, I'm beginning to think I'm a special case. Or it could be I'm just being too quick to rationalize.

I need to take care of some things...
- break some bad habits
- start some new routines
- pick up old hobbies
- mend some relationships
- pray more

Peace. Love. Respect. Sincerity.

Where do I go with this?

So many things are... so far beyond me.

Maybe it's time to stop waiting for the page to turn.