It's not even 1 am yet and I can't keep my eyes open. Good night world.

Almost 3 am. Wide awake. Damn.

Thank God I didn't commute when I was in college. Oh man, did I really say "when I was in college"? By this July, Mel, David, Beej, and GP will combine for 100 years of age. A freakin century. This isn't college anymore. It just seems like it. Anyway, the drive back home wasn't nearly as bad as the drive to Irvine this afternoon. I guess food coma really hits you worst when you're fighting it.

Some time earlier today, I was thinking about random things, I suddenly felt emboldened, like I was ready to stop holding onto the insecurities and doubts that have been holding me back. I've been holding myself back. Hopefully though, I'll be ready to fight it from here on out.

Yikes! I've been running around all day without a nap! What's this world coming to? This is crazy!

People seemed a lot nicer than usual today, especially the desk people at Kaiser. It makes early mornings more bearable. I still pretty functional right now, which is a lot better than I was doing last week around this time. I worked out two days in a row, and I actually cleaned around the apartment yesterday. If I can keep this up...

I took some time today to open up some things that I haven't opened up in a while. Things can get hectic at times. Right now, the feeling is overdue.

System overload. I haven't written much in a while. Tonight will be no exception. I need to be a little less nocturnal tomorrow. Staying up late is great, but it gets old when you don't have much to do.

2005. Time to continue what I've started.

And start what I've put off.

And finish what I've left by the wayside.

This should be interesting. If not, I probably will know why.