i do so many things wrong

hopefully for you
i did something right

Ooohh, sometimes before you smile you got to cry...

No more emo for me. Man, I was good yesterday. I even like cloudy weather, but I guess it doesn't help being in the apartment half the day. I forget it's mostly in my mind though. I hate sleeping through things. I've slept through my track banquet in high school, a 12 dollar IMAX movie, PCN more than once (at home, but I wanted to see it), and again today's LOG meeting. It's frustrating, no doubt. But it's what happened, and I've got to focus on what's happening. Anyone have any notes I could borrow?

I'm getting restless. It's bout time to find something to put my motivation into, while I still have it.

say something.

Who am I to speak though? I can't find any words right now. I could stop right now, but I persist. This is motivation with no outlet.

Sometimes all you need is a reason.

And you have to decide for yourself what's worth waiting for.

In the meantime, you can read the magazines in the front of the store to pass the time.

do not pass go

soo good.

it's hard to keep up. but i'm back in it.

i had a dream that my whole family had the same shoes i did, and i didn't know it. strange, but i think i fell asleep before looking at my shoes. i like them.