I went to sleep expecting for this mood of mine to change.

No luck there.

I hope...

no shelter

I don't have it today. I can't pin it down to one thing either. @$*%^*@$. I really don't need this at the moment. But so is my circumstance. I found myself wandering around Walmart for two hours, not knowing whether being there was helping or worsening my mood.

Effff..

I don't want to do this right now. Actually, I'd rather not do much of anything right now.

contradiction

For someone who wants to be a doctor and loves photography, I generally avoid going to the doctor if I can avoid it and I don't usually enjoy having my picture taken. I guess that's part of the motivation though. Each involves a little vulnerability, and a lot of people have a problem when that isn't respected. Maybe I see myself as someone who brings a greater respect to the humanity of things often taken for granted.

do you remember

The unofficial unintentional comedy moment of the year happened today, when Adrian "caught" a football... with his bajajas. And then everyone collapsed in "rofl" status simultaneously. I wish someone had recorded that. Effing priceless.

Later I had the bad fortune of rolling my ankle playing 21. Of course, it had to happen during the least intense activity all weekend. One 'pop' and I'm out of commission for a long time. Right at the start of summer. I really need to make this thing heal right. And fast.

This is going to be a crazy week. Here goes nothing.

i know

Has negativity been undermining this grand progress?

I hope not. I'm trying.

When you rest too long, your energy becomes restlessness, and you say goodbye to 'well enough,' because failure isn't nearly as bad as a whole lot of nothing.

i know

some places we can go