It's late. I cooked twice today with some success, and of course, a little mishap, but hey, I'm learning. Basketball was great, but running suicides pretty much lives up to its name. So I look forward to what will come out of this whole learning process. But not too far.

What's the haps? Not much when you're not in school and you don't really work. But basketball and D&B's with the homies makes for a good time. I still have no shot though. I'm working on it.

I say that a lot nowadays.

I'm hoping all these good habits I'm working on really stick. There's going to be a point I"m not going to be conscious of all these details, so hopefully I can make all this automatic. A little less to worry about is a good thing.

Tired as I was leaving D&B's, there was something in the night air that make the drive a real good experience. As if someone hit a switch or something. It's still on.

peace

winded

Even if life pushes you to the edge, the view is amazing.

More photoshop work, hard work outs, bowling and hanging with the peoples, a clean kitchen, and plenty of food in the fridge. So. Good.

I wonder how many drivers out there actually realize that other people are on the road at the same time. All the more reason to push for better public transportation. A license to operate a vehicle isn't a license to be a dumbass.

Some lady walked ahead of me as I lined up at Costco to pick up some photos. I wonder if she saw me and didn't car that I was in line already. Because I know she saw me. I wonder if it's better to call people out in those situations or let them continue in their ignorant ways. Not enough people get called out on things. It's pretty ridiculous.

leave the light on
i'll never give up on you
leave the light on
for me too

How am I so tired right now? I can't even hold my eyelids open long enough to glance at what I'm typing. Actually, typing with my eyes closed makes for a more tactile experience. Because I don't see the words, I have to feel them out instead.

The Illusionist was much better than what I expected. Whoever invented the dollar theater idea is a genius.

Sometimes the heardest part about waiting is trying to figure out what exactly you could do that's worthwhile. The jury's still out it seems...

what dreams may come...

the renaissance

I'm bringing it back yo.

this is my prayer: that your love may increase ever more and more in knowledge and every kind of perception, to discern what is of value... I'm trying. Thanks for the help.

Man, I'm loving this.

I had some interesting dreams this morning. The first one featured an old friend who was happy to see me after so long. Where did that come from? I don't remember the second one. Or do I? You're a funny one, you subconscious mind.

Drink enough water, and it starts to go right through you. As if it bypassed your whole digestive system.

Do what you can. The rest is in His hands.

one thousand and one

Today. The car was sold. I got paid to photoshop. The Bears dominated. Twice the workout in half the time. It's been a long time, Forest Lanes. Good convos and cool people. Yuss.

If you don't use a muscle for a long time, it atrophies. It wastes away. I've been letting a lot of things atrophy lately. I think it's about time I stopped. The rehabilitation, though fulfilling, is usually to make for many steps erased. Better stay up.

I'm really sore, but in a good way. It's a beautiful struggle.

Another good. night.

45 months and going... this is my 1000th post.

Holy carp, Batman.

As I've written in the past, none of this is a simple as it seems. Or is it?

In the end, you make up your own reality. Right now, my reality needs a little shake-up.

Man, football is really good right now. Sooooo good. Why though does it seem like all my favorite teams are going to face each other in the playoffs?

Some of my favorite things are all around me. Things are looking better every day.

Make it happen.

So here's to you.

Cheers.