get moving

I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. More than three hours' worth of trouble. Coming from a guy who can fall asleep anywhere, that's strange.

Is it just me, or is it easier to procrastinate when you're at home-home?

stalled

Where am I going with this?

homecoming

My dad's hair is black again.

He was sitting on the couch when I walked in, three weeks or so from when I was home last. There was something about cutting my dad's ever graying hair now and then that reminds me how fast everything changes.

Can you consider trying to recapture your youth a step backwards?

My computer is sick. I think the main hard drive died the other day. It's about time to upgrade, but damn, the checking account is going to hurt if I do.

Rocky II is effing 25 years old! WTF?

Ugh. I'm so broke.

A lot is on my plate this coming month or two. I don't know how everything is going to work out. I guess I shouldn't be too optimistic about all of it, but being a realist can be damn depressing.

You have no idea.

i'm coming home again
do you think about me now and then?

represent

Pac man wins again, but it wasn't a real exciting fight. Plus, I had to wonder why my dad called me right before the fight, because his message was a little incoherent. I don't know, it's almost as if I'm expecting bad news every time I get a call from home. Part of it is the fact that they come so randomly. And well... previous experience. I called back later to get a 10 minute interrogation about my future, interrupted by my cell phone battery dying.

No need to overanalyze. So far, my instincts have been mostly on point, while indecision and second guessing has only earned me grief.

Care to read my mind? I'm terrible at reading yours.

someday we'll all be free