It's easy to get jaded at times. This morning I started driving to work and saw the lady from down the street walking her dog. She stopped to let me go, but I was in no rush, so I stopped for her and she waved thank you and crossed the street. And then when she got to the other side she looked back and waved again.

Then when I was at work, the siblings' mom paid me for three hours, even though I only worked two. I told her and she just smiled and didn't think twice about it.

It's a beautiful thing.

I had a dream that I was at Costco. Some Tim Allen movie Christmas movie was playing in the tv section, so I stopped for a while to watch it. It didn't have a title for some reason, until later at least. I walked around listening to an mp3 player towards the back of the store and bumped into Erwin. I told him about the movie and I decided to go back and check the movie and suddenly it had a title, but it didn't really fit the movie. Then I walked back towards the front of the store and there was an old school burger joint inside the store, kind of like Ruby's inside a shiny metal train car. Rica was there eating a burger. I forgot what happened next. I just remember the movie's title was really strange.

Re-realization of the day: I really have no idea. And no control. But then again, what can you do?

The restlessness is getting to me. If this isn't enough motivation to start something, then I don't know what to do with myself. It's on.