Wake up at 1:30? Damn.

It's feel like I have all the reasons, but don't know which direction to go in.

What?

I was 3 pins away from a 201!!! Holy carp!

I've been messing up my workout-roll and my wakeup-roll. As long as I can manage the rest of this week I should be okay though.

I'm still having trouble taking care of all those routine things around the apartment and whatnot. Life is starting to get expensive though, and I need to work more. I should enjoy this time.

Ebb and flow. It is what it is.

Life is not for the timid or the fearful.

No day but today. I'm glad I got to talk to some people today. Enough waiting for other people to come up to me, some times you have to step outside yourself.

let your roots down

If I keep up with this morning thing, I'll have to find something else to do. It's only 10 am and I'm already running out of thing to keep me occupied. I started cleaning, but there's only so much I can clean. Then again, there's so much to clean...

the motivation is there but the energy is not

So hot yesterday and so not today. Why am I so sore? I don't get it. I'mma sleep.

j a y f l e x: aite so my fams and i went to mass in sd
erwinandfire04: uhh huh]
j a y f l e x: and my sis takes us to the one she goes to right by ucsd
j a y f l e x: we walk in the the priest is waving his hands from side to side
j a y f l e x: along with half the congregation
j a y f l e x: at the end of the opening song the priest grabs this huge pole with 15 foot streamers on the end (red, orange, and yellow) and waves it side to side too
j a y f l e x: for all the songs they used keyboard beats... the ones you can program, but still come out really cheesy
erwinandfire04: hahahah
j a y f l e x: some white guy tried to rap after the allelujah
j a y f l e x: the homily was spoken word (pretty good, but kinda weird at the same time)
erwinandfire04: man it just keeps getting better
erwinandfire04: haha
j a y f l e x: for the offertory they sing 'where is the love' - black eyed peas
j a y f l e x: and they mess up all the verses at least once
erwinandfire04: wowowowowow
j a y f l e x: remember they were using the cheesy keyboard beats too
erwinandfire04: hahahha
j a y f l e x: all the mass parts were rapped
erwinandfire04: ;onha;olnghs;gvmjsdj
j a y f l e x: and the priest made a rap for part of the eucharistic prayer
j a y f l e x: and called the pope papa benedict i think
j a y f l e x: and then waved the big ass streamers again
erwinandfire04: hahahaha
j a y f l e x: i thought the ends of the streamers would catch fire from the altar candles
erwinandfire04: are they all black?
j a y f l e x: nah
j a y f l e x: the priest was
j a y f l e x: and that was it
erwinandfire04: oooh hahah
j a y f l e x: kinda looked like orlando jones
erwinandfire04: hahahahaaha
j a y f l e x: but it was kinda weird cuz it was ucsd ppl and a bunch looked like surfer dudes
j a y f l e x: board shorts and everything
erwinandfire04: hahah
j a y f l e x: and the closing song
j a y f l e x: was the chorus for jesus walks times 8 or 10
j a y f l e x: with the cheesy keyboard beats
erwinandfire04: hahahah
erwinandfire04: and your sister goes to this church every week????
j a y f l e x: yea... turns out it was their first 'hip hop' mass
erwinandfire04: oooohhhh hahahahahahahah
erwinandfire04: we should make endoftheyearmass our first hip hop mass
j a y f l e x: but i think the freshies implemented the hip hop thing better last night
erwinandfire04: hahahah yeah
j a y f l e x: i felt awkward the whole time
erwinandfire04: so freakin' froud of those freshies man
erwinandfire04: hahah
erwinandfire04: what about your fam?
j a y f l e x: about the same
j a y f l e x: my dad tried 'raising the roof' during jesus walks
j a y f l e x: wow
erwinandfire04: HAHAHAHA
erwinandfire04: you're making this up man hahahaha
j a y f l e x: the rest of us were kinda shell shocked the whole time
erwinandfire04: hahaha
erwinandfire04: did your sister know it was going to be a hiphop mass?
j a y f l e x: no
erwinandfire04: hahah

the end of an era...