tired

I can feel it, right up from my feet, but really in my calves. A little in my shoulders, and my back too. This time, it's for a good reason. My game is now halfway decent.

Aside from my late morning slumber, I had a very productive day. I hope I can maintain this. I'm still buried under all sorts of projects.

It's still my turn.

reversal

I hope it's not a virus or anything like that. Funny thoughts run through your mind when your body betrays you.

I know I scraped myself on a nail at the beach the other day

Maybe the milk's gone bad (word to Slick Rick)

There's no way I've got a bloodborne illness.

It's not the stomach flu. That was something else

Thinking of you doesn't help it. Nor does thinking of you, even though you would think it would help. Something's got in my head.

I almost lost it.

i don't know why i'm exhausted

by the way
by your side i'll stay
if that's okay
by your side i'll stay forever
here i'm standing up
because i want to fall in love with you

Things never turn out as planned. That much I should expect.

Now begins the pruning... trimming...

pretty soon I'll be back on the burner with a constant low heat, being reduced down...

and then poured out...

still whole. Only different.