Saturday, July 08, 2006

prayers
exit stage right

I wish I could tell you you're in denial, but I don't know how.

I hate to see you cry.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

upside down

It's a long walk.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

faith

Drive 15 minutes. Huntington Beach. 30 minutes. No parking. Give up.

Drive 15 minutes to Irvine.

Drive 15 minutes to Huntington Beach. 10 minutes of driving around Beach Blvd. Decent parking. Walk 15 minutes. Make 10 calls. Wait for someone to pick up. Wait for a ride. Walk in the meantime. Walk some more. Walk 45 minutes. Say hi. Grab a piece of chicken. 10 minutes. Get a ride back to my car. 20 minutes in traffic. Fireworks start to go off. Drive towards the freeway and then back towards the beach before getting there. 25 minutes. Feel the noise through the windows and the road. End up stopped in traffic long enough to catch the last 30 seconds of fireworks in Back Bay.

3 hours of travel for ultimately 10 minutes and 30 seconds of something. I've got to find a better way to celebrate.
movement

The sun sets at my back, unnoticed until I stop to rest and realize how much I miss while I make my way.

don't sleep

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

stretch

Why do the days seem so long, but I can't can anything done?

It's
so
hot.

Monday, July 03, 2006

release

After the scorching sun comes the cool stillness of night.

Yet the transition last longer than the sunset.