Oh the pressure. It's all in my sinuses.

I'm so tired and I might be getting sick. It's been a while since I'be been sick. I hope it's a half-baked head cold, which means I'll be fine in two days.

Today I had a little conversation with my mom about the White Sox-Angels game from last night. I never would have imagined talking to my mom about baseball, but she actually knew a good amount of terminology and the rules. Pretty impressive.

I should have some interesting dreams tonight. I'm exhausted.

One step back, two step forward. It's interesting the way things work themselves out... or just don't work. I really wish I had to energy to keep up with things. It's so hard to wake up when you're a dreamer.

I'm been more of a teacher than a student for a while, but I think I need to experience things from a student's perspective more regularly. I need to learn something.

I lost you somewhere. Now, when I close my eyes, the silence echoes in my footsteps. Bring me back.

I went a little off the deep end today. It's alright though. Priorities first. There's plenty I need to turn around before I can continue. So much to do, and such wavering motivation. I can't blame it on the heat, but it was a real test today, pulling perfectly good flowers from the earth in sunny Newport Beach. This isn't the big picture, these are the details. I'm lost in them.

I stopped watching where I was stepping, and failed to realize the lines have been redrawn. Shall I keep my head down?

Tread carefully, this road is hazardous.

descend. I had a strange dream this morning. I woke up and I'm sure if it's still going or not. Things seem different. Things cut a little more easily, and other things are more exposed than before. What am I supposed to think? Why is communication replaced with lip service? Why can't we elaborate like we should be doing? Why are we crippled by passivity and fruitless compromise? I'm stepping back, so I can make some sense of this. I doubt I'll make anything of it though. Look past all of it, and forego conclusions. We need results. Change.